Everyday I Get Closer to the Light from Which I Came cover

Everyday I Get Closer to the Light from Which I Came

Jesu · 2013

42 min · 5 tracks · shoegaze

A suffocating blend of heavy guitars and ethereal melodies, enveloping listeners in a haunting sonic landscape.

Top tracks — play these first

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    Homesick — The track's slow build-up and crushing heaviness exemplify the album's emotional weight, creating an atmosphere that perfectly encapsulates feelings of longing and alienation.
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    Everyday I Get Closer to the Light From Which I Came — The title track features expansive soundscapes that juxtapose serene vocals against dense instrumentation, embodying the contrast between hope and despair that permeates the album.
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    The Great Leveller — At over seventeen minutes long, this track serves as an epic culmination of the album's themes, utilizing repetition and gradual intensity to immerse the listener in a profound experience.

Elevation

Our rating, out of 100 — and why.

AI-generated from five scored dimensions. An opinion, not a measurement.

64 /100
Treeline
Higher than 79% of albums we've rated

The album effectively combines heavy and ethereal elements, creating a unique sound within its genre.

What we noticed

  • The first track opens with a slow build of layered guitars that gradually intensify, creating a dense atmosphere.
  • Each song features lengthy instrumental passages that blend heavy distortion with soft, melodic elements, often lasting several minutes.
  • The album's title track includes a shift in dynamics where the instrumentation drops to a minimalistic arrangement before swelling back into heaviness.
Composition 25% of the score
7/10

the writing — melody, harmony, structure, lyrics

Craft 20% of the score
8/10

production, performance, arrangement

Durability 25% of the score
6/10

whether it rewards returning to it

Distinctiveness 18% of the score
8/10

whether it sounds like itself

Sequencing 12% of the score
7/10

running order, pacing, length

Influence 4/10

Known within its scene. Reported but not counted — how far a record travelled describes its reception rather than the record, and a newer release has had less time to travel than an older one.

Is this for you?

Good fit if you like

  • haunting soundscapes for introspection
  • slow-burning emotional release
  • immersive listening for solitude
  • cathartic moments of reflection

Maybe skip if you

  • seeking upbeat, fast-paced tracks
  • prefer standalone catchy songs

Where this album fits

Career context
When 'Everyday I Get Closer to the Light from Which I Came' was released in January 2013, Jesu was undergoing a phase of creative evolution following their 2009 album 'Heart Ache.' This record marked a return after a four-year hiatus where the band's founder, Justin Broadrick, experimented with various side projects while refining his sound.
Stylistic neighbors
Godspeed You! Black Emperor· Isis· Pelican

Tracklist

Best experienced from track one — press play and let it unfold.

  • 1 Homesick 5:58
  • 2 Comforter 7:10
  • 3 Everyday I Get Closer to the Light From Which I Came 7:32
  • 4 The Great Leveller 17:25
  • 5 Grey Is the Colour 4:34

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