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I Love You, I'm Trying

Grandson

32 min · 12 tracks · alternative rock

A raw fusion of alternative rock and political hip-hop, channeling urgency through poignant lyrics and electric soundscapes.

Top tracks — play these first

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    Eulogy — This track stands out for its haunting reflection on loss and grief, combining impactful lyrics with a dynamic sonic landscape that encapsulates the album's emotional core.
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    I Love You, I’m Trying — As the title track, it encapsulates the album's themes of vulnerability and struggle, showcasing Grandson's ability to connect deeply with listeners through both lyrical honesty and musical intensity.
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    Drones — Blending aggressive beats with sharp social commentary, 'Drones' highlights Grandson's signature style while addressing themes of conformity and societal pressures.

Elevation

Our rating, out of 100 — and why.

AI-generated from five scored dimensions. An opinion, not a measurement.

53 /100
Foothills
Higher than 40% of albums we've rated

The album combines urgent themes with a raw sound, though its pacing and cohesion vary throughout.

What we noticed

  • The album opens with a high-energy track that sets a tone of urgency, followed by several tracks that maintain a similar intensity before slowing down in the latter half.
  • Many songs feature layered instrumentation, blending electric guitar riffs with hip-hop beats and electronic elements, creating a dense soundscape.
  • Lyrically, the album frequently addresses themes of mental health and societal issues, often using direct and confrontational language.
Composition 25% of the score
7/10

the writing — melody, harmony, structure, lyrics

Craft 20% of the score
6/10

production, performance, arrangement

Durability 25% of the score
6/10

whether it rewards returning to it

Distinctiveness 18% of the score
7/10

whether it sounds like itself

Sequencing 12% of the score
5/10

running order, pacing, length

Influence 4/10

Known within its scene. Reported but not counted — how far a record travelled describes its reception rather than the record, and a newer release has had less time to travel than an older one.

Is this for you?

Good fit if you like

  • whirlwind of emotional intensity
  • concise journey with peaks
  • confessional lyrics and raw energy
  • short bursts of impactful storytelling

Maybe skip if you

  • prefer longer, drawn-out experiences
  • seek purely upbeat vibes

Where this album fits

Career context
Released in 2020, I Love You, I'm Trying is Grandson's debut studio album following his EPs that garnered significant attention. At this point in his career, he had established himself as a vital voice in politically charged music, blending genres to reach a wider audience.

Moments worth listening for

Where the writing does something specific.

  • Heather

    The verses shift from personal introspection to broader social critique, culminating in a poignant conclusion that names specific struggles without offering ea…

    This movement from personal to collective experiences creates a layered narrative that deepens the listener's engagement with the themes presented.

Tracklist

Best experienced from track one — press play and let it unfold.

  • 1 Two Along Their Way 1:06
  • 2 Eulogy 2:21
  • 3 Something to Hide 1:59
  • 4 Drones 2:30
  • 5 I Love You, I’m Trying 2:42
  • 6 Half My Heart 2:44
  • 7 When the Bomb Goes 2:34
  • 8 Enough 3:40
  • 9 Murderer 4:24
  • 10 I Will Be Here When You’re Ready to Wake Up 1:00
  • 11 Heather 3:18
  • 12 Stuck Here With Me 3:55

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