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Million Dollars to Kill Me

Joyce Manor · 2018

22 min · 10 tracks · punk rock

Energetic punk melodies collide with introspective lyrics, capturing both exuberance and existential anxiety in under three minutes per track.

Top tracks — play these first

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    Million Dollars to Kill Me — The titular track encapsulates the album's themes of self-reflection and desperation through a catchy chorus that belies its dark lyrical content.
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    Fighting Kangaroo — With its rapid-fire verses and infectious energy, this track sets the tone for the album while addressing feelings of confusion and vulnerability.
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    Think I'm Still in Love With You — This song features a poignant exploration of romantic uncertainty, showcasing the band's ability to blend personal storytelling with upbeat instrumentation.
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    Gone Tomorrow — The brief yet impactful nature of this track highlights the fleeting moments of life and love, reinforcing the album’s overall theme of transience.

Elevation

Our rating, out of 100 — and why.

AI-generated from five scored dimensions. An opinion, not a measurement.

58 /100
Treeline
Higher than 49% of albums we've rated

The album combines energetic punk melodies with introspective lyrics, maintaining a cohesive and engaging flow.

What we noticed

  • The lyrics often juxtapose upbeat melodies with introspective themes, adding depth to the otherwise energetic sound.
  • The album features a consistent use of dynamic shifts, with several tracks transitioning from quiet verses to explosive choruses.
Composition 25% of the score
7/10

the writing — melody, harmony, structure, lyrics

Craft 20% of the score
6/10

production, performance, arrangement

Durability 25% of the score
6/10

whether it rewards returning to it

Distinctiveness 18% of the score
7/10

whether it sounds like itself

Sequencing 12% of the score
8/10

running order, pacing, length

Influence 4/10

Known within its scene. Reported but not counted — how far a record travelled describes its reception rather than the record, and a newer release has had less time to travel than an older one.

Is this for you?

Good fit if you like

  • short bursts of energetic fun
  • catchy anthems for sing-alongs
  • introspective themes with urgency
  • for quick commutes

Maybe skip if you

  • prefer lengthy immersive albums
  • seek slow, patient listening

Where this album fits

Career context
Released in 2018, Million Dollars to Kill Me is Joyce Manor's fourth studio album, following their critically acclaimed record, Cody. At this point in their career, the band was solidifying their sound while exploring deeper lyrical themes, moving away from the more straightforward punk anthems of earlier works.
Stylistic neighbors
Modern Baseball· The Menzingers· PUP

Moments worth listening for

Where the writing does something specific.

  • Think I'm Still in Love With You

    A shift occurs in the bridge where the singer directly confronts their feelings about a past relationship.

    This moment marks a departure from previous verses' ambivalence, revealing a raw honesty that deepens the emotional weight of the narrative.

Tracklist

Best experienced from track one — press play and let it unfold.

  • 1 Fighting Kangaroo 2:00
  • 2 Think I'm Still in Love With You 2:47
  • 3 Big Lie 2:45
  • 4 I'm Not the One 2:31
  • 5 Million Dollars to Kill Me 2:09
  • 6 Silly Games 2:35
  • 7 Friends We Met Online 2:11
  • 8 Up the Punx 1:33
  • 9 Gone Tomorrow 2:09
  • 10 Wildflowers 1:51

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