Only When I Lose Myself cover

Only When I Lose Myself

Depeche Mode · 1998

71 min · 11 tracks · alternative rock

A moody blend of electronic textures and haunting melodies that encapsulates the band's signature dark pop aesthetic.

Top tracks — play these first

  • →
    Only When I Lose Myself Start here — The title track serves as an exploration of vulnerability and self-discovery, characterized by lush synths and emotive vocals that define the album's essence.
  • →
    Surrender — This track combines driving beats with introspective lyrics, creating a compelling balance between urgency and reflection that resonates throughout the album.
  • →
    Painkiller (Kill the Pain - DJ Shadow vs. Depeche Mode) — As a collaboration with DJ Shadow, this track exemplifies the innovative crossover appeal of Depeche Mode, blending their signature sound with contemporary hip-hop influences.

Is this for you?

Good fit if you like

  • haunting introspection for late nights
  • dynamic remixes for dance floors
  • wave-like pacing for deep focus
  • engaging soundscapes for contemplative moments

Maybe skip if you

  • seeking instant gratification
  • prefer straightforward single tracks

Where this album fits

In the catalog
Breakthrough — This single marked a resurgence in Depeche Mode's popularity post-'Ultra'.
Themes
personal surrender· neon-lit introspection
Career context
Released on September 7, 1998, 'Only When I Lose Myself' was Depeche Mode's first single after their acclaimed album 'Ultra' in 1997. At this point, the band was navigating a resurgence in popularity following the turbulent years marked by member Andrew Fletcher's personal struggles and the band's lineup changes. This single signified a return to form as they embraced a more mature sound while still appealing to their dedicated fanbase.
Stylistic neighbors
New Order· The Cure· Pet Shop Boys

Tracklist

  • 1 Only When I Lose Myself Start here 4:36
  • 2 Surrender 6:19
  • 3 Headstar 4:24
  • 4 Only When I Lose Myself (Subsonic Legacy mix) 7:03
  • 5 Only When I Lose Myself (Dan the Automator mix) 4:57
  • 6 Headstar (Luke Slater remix) 5:48
  • 7 Only When I Lose Myself (Gus Gus long play mix) 11:21
  • 8 Painkiller (Kill the Pain - DJ Shadow vs. Depeche Mode) 6:34
  • 9 Surrender (FC Catalan Out of Reach mix) 6:55
  • 10 Only When I Lose Myself (Gus Gus short play mix) 5:07
  • 11 World in My Eyes (Safar mix) 8:31

Reference: Wikipedia · MusicBrainz · Wikidata