Only When I Lose Myself
Depeche Mode · 1998
71 min · 11 tracks · alternative rock
A moody blend of electronic textures and haunting melodies that encapsulates the band's signature dark pop aesthetic.
Top tracks — play these first
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Only When I Lose Myself Start here — The title track serves as an exploration of vulnerability and self-discovery, characterized by lush synths and emotive vocals that define the album's essence.
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Surrender — This track combines driving beats with introspective lyrics, creating a compelling balance between urgency and reflection that resonates throughout the album.
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Painkiller (Kill the Pain - DJ Shadow vs. Depeche Mode) — As a collaboration with DJ Shadow, this track exemplifies the innovative crossover appeal of Depeche Mode, blending their signature sound with contemporary hip-hop influences.
Is this for you?
Good fit if you like
- haunting introspection for late nights
- dynamic remixes for dance floors
- wave-like pacing for deep focus
- engaging soundscapes for contemplative moments
Maybe skip if you
- seeking instant gratification
- prefer straightforward single tracks
Where this album fits
- In the catalog
- Breakthrough — This single marked a resurgence in Depeche Mode's popularity post-'Ultra'.
- Themes
- personal surrender· neon-lit introspection
- Career context
- Released on September 7, 1998, 'Only When I Lose Myself' was Depeche Mode's first single after their acclaimed album 'Ultra' in 1997. At this point, the band was navigating a resurgence in popularity following the turbulent years marked by member Andrew Fletcher's personal struggles and the band's lineup changes. This single signified a return to form as they embraced a more mature sound while still appealing to their dedicated fanbase.
- Stylistic neighbors
- New Order· The Cure· Pet Shop Boys
Tracklist
- 1 Only When I Lose Myself Start here 4:36
- 2 Surrender 6:19
- 3 Headstar 4:24
- 4 Only When I Lose Myself (Subsonic Legacy mix) 7:03
- 5 Only When I Lose Myself (Dan the Automator mix) 4:57
- 6 Headstar (Luke Slater remix) 5:48
- 7 Only When I Lose Myself (Gus Gus long play mix) 11:21
- 8 Painkiller (Kill the Pain - DJ Shadow vs. Depeche Mode) 6:34
- 9 Surrender (FC Catalan Out of Reach mix) 6:55
- 10 Only When I Lose Myself (Gus Gus short play mix) 5:07
- 11 World in My Eyes (Safar mix) 8:31
If this landed
Records by other artists that run on the same instinct.
The Fragile
Nine Inch Nails
Explores personal turmoil with layered electronic soundscapes and haunting introspection.
OK Computer
Radiohead
Shares a similar mood of existential dread and intricate electronic textures.
Saturdays = Youth
M83
Combines nostalgic synths with introspective themes, evoking a dreamlike atmosphere.
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