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Released 6 years ago this October

This Is What I Live For

Blue October · 2020

58 min · 13 tracks · alternative rock

Melodic alternative rock intertwines introspective lyrics with anthemic choruses, encapsulating a journey of personal resilience and love.

Top tracks — play these first

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    I Laugh at Myself Start here — accessible entry with immediate hook
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    This Is What I Live For — The title track serves as a heartfelt declaration of purpose and determination, encapsulating the album's central themes of hope and perseverance.
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    I Will Follow You — This song combines rich melodies with poignant lyrics about loyalty and commitment, showcasing the band's signature blend of vulnerability and strength.
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    The Way I Used to Love You — This track stands out for its reflective tone, addressing the complexities of past relationships while emphasizing growth and self-awareness.

Elevation

Our rating, out of 100 — and why.

AI-generated from five scored dimensions. An opinion, not a measurement.

50 /100
Foothills
Higher than 23% of albums we've rated

The album combines anthemic choruses with introspective lyrics, creating a solid but conventional alternative rock experience.

What we noticed

  • The first half of the album features a consistent mid-tempo pace, while the second half introduces more varied tempos and dynamics.
  • Choruses are often anthemic, with layered vocal harmonies that contrast with the introspective verses.
Composition 25% of the score
6/10

the writing — melody, harmony, structure, lyrics

Craft 20% of the score
7/10

production, performance, arrangement

Durability 25% of the score
6/10

whether it rewards returning to it

Distinctiveness 18% of the score
6/10

whether it sounds like itself

Sequencing 12% of the score
5/10

running order, pacing, length

Influence 4/10

Known within its scene. Reported but not counted — how far a record travelled describes its reception rather than the record, and a newer release has had less time to travel than an older one.

Is this for you?

Good fit if you like

  • dynamic journey with emotional peaks
  • reflective moments of vulnerability
  • for introspective afternoons
  • melodic strength for quiet evenings

Maybe skip if you

  • prefer fast-paced instant hits
  • seeking purely upbeat tracks

Where this album fits

In the catalog
Late Career Highlight — Shows continued vitality and exploration of themes after a resurgence.
Themes
personal resilience· past relationship reflection· commitment in love
Career context
This is Blue October's eighth studio album, released in 2020, following their 2018 record 'I Hope You're Happy'. The band was experiencing a resurgence after overcoming past struggles, both personally and professionally, which informed the emotional depth of this release.
Stylistic neighbors
Anberlin· The Fray· Lifehouse

Moments worth listening for

Where the writing does something specific.

  • Stay With Me

    The speaker directly pleads for companionship during vulnerable times.

    This direct appeal contrasts with earlier verses that maintain a more introspective tone, shifting to a raw expression of need and connection.

Tracklist

  • 1 I Laugh at Myself Start here 3:24
  • 2 The Way I Used to Love You 4:04
  • 3 Love Stupid 4:31
  • 4 This Is What I Live For 4:47
  • 5 Fight for Love 4:06
  • 6 Oh My My 3:10
  • 7 Moving On (So long) 3:07
  • 8 I Will Follow You 4:01
  • 9 Completely 3:55
  • 10 Stay With Me 6:16
  • 11 The Weatherman 5:30
  • 12 Who Do You Run From 5:57
  • 13 Only Lost Is Found 5:08

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